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May. 6th, 2009 @ 12:21 pm Writer's Block: Priorities
What quality do you think is most important in a significant other?
Someone who makes your heart skip a beat even if youve been together for a long amount time...
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Sep. 9th, 2006 @ 02:56 am the best...
Current Mood: amusedamused
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Sep. 9th, 2006 @ 02:39 am (no subject)
Current Location: office
Current Mood: anxiousalive
truth of the matter is... I'm back... and hopefully its for good... its quite disappointing to know and feel that my journalistic prowess has declined to the depths of obliteration... thanks to the contagious influence of text messaging...

... hope to rekindle my writing skills... soon... ^_^
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May. 19th, 2005 @ 01:56 am (no subject)
Current Mood: artisticartistic
Current Music: you nad me
my good buddies...

...it doesn't interest me what you do for living.
i want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream
of meeting your hearts longing.
it doesn't interest me how old you are. i want to
know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your
dream, for the adventure of being alive.
it doen't interest me what planets are squaring your
moon. i want to know if you have touched the center of your
own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have
become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. i want
to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without
moving to hide it or fade it or fix it.
i want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your
own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill
you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us
to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of
being human.
it doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is
true. i want to know if you can disapoint another to be true
to yourself; if you can bear the accusation of betrayal or not
betray your own soul; if you can be faithless and therefore
trustworthy.
i want to know if you can see beauty, even when it's
not pretty, every day, and if you can source your own life from
its presence.
i want to know if you can live with failure, yours
and mine, and still stand on the edge of the lake and shout to
the sliver of the full moon, "yes!"
it doesn't interest me to know where you live or how
how much money you have. i want to know if you can get up, after
the night of grief and dispair, weary and bruised to the bone,
and do what needs to be done to feed the children.
it doesn't interest me who you know or how you came
to be here. i want to know if you will satnd in the center of
the fire with me and not shrink back.
it doesn't interrest me where or what or with whom
you have studied. i want to know what sustains you, from the
inside, when all else falls away.
i want to know if you can be alone with yourself and
if you truely like the company you keep in the empty moments...
... i just hope, you give me a chanc
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Apr. 30th, 2005 @ 03:25 pm breath of fresh air
Current Mood: determineddetermined
Current Music: you and me--lifehouse
yup... just survived first week of work... alot of expectations and hopes... eastwood is great, specially at night, still nothing copmpares to baguio but i'd definitely, i think, enjoy my saty here...i'm planning to maximize myself in anyway possible...

...been thinking and contemplating a lot lately... trying to discover that particular thing that would meke me genuinely happy and satisfied... just realized, in order for me to accomplish that is by listening to yourself, free from outside influence... by simply knowing ones self is the key to know his directions and purpose--that one thing that would satisfy him... its definitely a long journey, rest assured every step will be worth taking...

... after 21 long boring years of just occupying a surface in this world, i'm finally starting to uncover my self worth... ones being is so deep and mysterious, it'll take an exciting lifetime for it to come to pass... so buckle up and enjoy the ride...
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Apr. 24th, 2005 @ 05:14 pm haay...
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Current Music: beautiful soul
..just got back from baguio for grad day...it absolutely marked the end of my schooling days... at long last!no regrets, just a bit expectant of things to come, specially now i'm starting work tomorrow...gonne be a hell of an exciting day for me... oh, i'm definitely gonna miss baguio--morning jogs in john hay, dozing myself with coffee in "kape kape," gimmiks in nevada, muh good buddies, smell of pine trees, pinching cold water--darn!

... off to the cumbersome mood of manila, it better be good and worth the effort...
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Apr. 20th, 2005 @ 04:50 pm Love me...
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: hari ng sablay...
Love me because I try to touch life
within the framework of
uncertainty
love me in the shadows
in decisions as I strive to gain
knowledge
love me in the silence of my hurts
and the noise of my
confusions
love me for the feeling of my heart
not the fears of my mind
love me in my search for truth
though I may stumble upon
fallacy
love me as I pursue my dreams
sometimes retarded by illusions
love me as I grow to know myself
even during the times of
stagnation
love me because I seek harmony
not man's discord
love me for my body that I wish to
share with affection,
wrapping you in warmth
love me because we are different
because we are the same
love me that our time together will
be spent in growing, kindling
the world with understanding
love me not with expectations
but with hope
I will love you the same.
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tokyo
Apr. 19th, 2005 @ 07:07 pm bliss
Current Mood: artisticartistic
Current Music: awit ng saya
... simply blissful...
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Mar. 2nd, 2004 @ 05:01 pm blah!
“What girlfriend?” The line printed on my friends’ shirt is my main theme of discussion 5munits ago... but some sort of force [could be the milk] altered my desire and mood… [A double minded person is unstable in all he does, har har!] So I’ll just save it for some other day. God knows when, since I’m not the net freak type. Well of course, besides the extensive inquiring of ayz [my dog…kidding!!!] me not maximizing LJ. Just can’t seem to find time now days.

I’m not really in the writing mode at this moment, well, I rarely am.

What I usually in the mood to do is ask questions to God, my self, people around me, my cell leader, the manang in the canteen and at times my dog[I wish I have one]… that I’m not even sure there’re answers. It’s quite intriguing how the mind can think of the life changing inventions and gizmos and also come up with the silliest reasoning and dumbest decisions. Wait till you see what the heart can do.haha!

Well, as Christians, being assured of your purpose should be inevitable. But still at times you can’t help but to ask why things aren’t going the way they should be. Like why do you have to bite your nails if u can use a nail cutter and have them manicured? Wasn’t the moon made for the sky? Like why do birds fly and not elephants? And why do my brothers get to have new mobile phones [lined] and me still jammed on pre-paids? Not making much of a sense to you huh? It does speak clearly to me…

…fact is, most questions are really not meant to be answered…
…Identity comes when you know were you’re from. You can only find it with your creator. Then questioning and probing for the answers would be futile.

At the end of the day, what matter is how you see God in everything that you do and experience. could have been a rough day, not to include the hell of impossible people you’ve run into [not much of a choice], the pressure of school, your disciples not showing up on your meetings, the adversity of swallowing your pride every time you try to minister to people, self control in the battle of purity and holiness [convictions], having patience for the long wait in line for jeep on to my 7:30am class, withstanding peer pressure, forgiving the taxi driver who wont give you a ride when you say “Gabriela silang po manong,” and most of all, shutting my mouth when I’m about to explode…

… but focusing on pleasing God and what He wants you to do, experiencing His love and grace for you, that He never loose sight on what you do and your mighty purpose in Him awaits, That, in all of your problems he carries you. understanding that Jesus won’t give you anything you can’t bare, that He loves you more than Himself that He will give you the best life you could ever imagine, exceeding even your own expectations, believing that at the end of the race you’ll finished strong and finally experience His glory…
… you’ll just say at the back of your mind…”it’s all worth it…it’s definitely worth it”

…if you would just allow Him to work in your life
… No compromises
…no inhibitions
…no justifications

[Luke 14:26] love God above else…above else!
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Feb. 9th, 2004 @ 08:51 pm ...hell weeeeek!!!
moses mallo[mah friend] says this site sucks and it bores him, that all who subscribe here don't have social lives and are losers...duh!
Just got up today with a flu, hope it’s not "bird flu" lambasting those chicken in KFC, yum! Only had two hours of sleep, rushing up my thesis, due 5pm this afternoon… all glory to God for our [talents inC] performance last Saturday…all thanks for the team…u did a great job…. Love u all! Did gym this morning, hoping to tone my body… and have a leaner look and feel light, so I may dance easier than usual…. I’m starting to bore myself…I’m not good with this journal thing…any ways, moving on with this hell week, been busy discipling people, though its hard keeping up with their scheds, the fulfillment is there… mentoring and seeing them grow/mature in Christ makes my energy level go off the charts...
Its pretty funny, tired I may seem, it can’t be fathom by how I’m excited with the vision and purpose God has in stored for me… focusing my all to it… 3 years of walking with God… only now I experienced the fullness of His LOVE and GRACE… now I’m all out to Him… 100%, with full brokenness… seems korny and weird to those who can\t relate, but I don’t really mind… right now I’m putting my full force to the task God gave me, to see talents inC reach its vision and fullest potentials….Go Talents!!! Enough na muna, my flu is killing me…need to sip some home made mothers chicken soup…yum! And have a good rest for I still have a 7:30am class tomorrow… and besides, hell week is just starting… ciao for now!

Leaks;
This site is for korny people!
..and im proud to say im one of them
….har har….cute naman!=)
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